I believe that me may miss me. But he made the choice. And he is doing very well for himself now. He has very demanding schoolwork and will eventually have a very demanding job because of it. He’s better off without me, it seems. And I’m happy for him. I really am. He was always stressed. He needs to focus on what is important.
And I miss what we were. I miss the old him. I miss the guy that I skipped school for to hang out in antique stores. I miss the guy that walked around Seaside with me all day long. I miss the guy that laid out flowers and played Mumford and Sons. That’s the guy I miss.
We may have been the best couple at one point, but it’s over. It’s all been done with, and even if we tried it again, it wouldn’t be the same. We both just need to move on with ourselves and accept what is to come. Whatever it was or could have been, it’s all over now. Onto the rest of our lives.